Title: No Turning Back
Author: Sairalinde
Type: SLASH Fan Fic
Pairing: Viggo/Sean B.
Rating: Explicit Sex
WARNING: Language
Beta: Glorfindel
Disclaimer: This never happened…this is total fiction…Viggo, Sean, and Orlando are all real people but I make no claims on them. This was written in fun that's all. None of it is real.
Feedback: Yes please send to sairalinde@hornofgondor.com
Archiving: Yes but ask first please.
Summary/Notes: Sean has a dilemma…Viggo helps him through it.

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[Chapter 1] [Chapter 2] [Chapter 3] [Chapter 4] [Chapter 5] [Chapter 6] [Chapter 7 ]

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Chapter 2

Once we arrive in Viggo's bedroom I know there is definitely no turning back now. Maybe this will get him out of my system…just let it happen. I can't keep going on as I had been…it was making me crazy. Maybe this will fix that.

My hand is still in Viggo's and he pulls me closer and presses his lips to mine. They are warm and damp and I can still taste myself on him. His tongue slides into my mouth and I can't resist anything he wants from me. Viggo's kisses are devastating.

Then he moves the kiss from my lips trailing down my jaw to my throat I can't suppress the moan that escapes. God this feels good. My heart is racing and I can feel the blood pounding in my ears. It's like the reverberation of tribal drums racing through my skin. I am already hard again and I can feel Viggo's hard length pressed against me through his jeans.

Somehow we both are undressed now…when did I loose time and memory? Probably when Viggo clamped his lips around my nipple making me moan again. Seems all of my brain cells just collided and flew out of my head at that. A man has never made me feel this way…hell a woman's never made me feel this way!

Maybe its just Viggo? I think suddenly. His hand slides down my chest and rubs my cock…oh God I can't help it when my hips lift to greet his greedy hand. This feels so good.

"Sean?" Viggo asks.

"Yeah?" I say looking at him…never viewed him from this position before. It's odd seeing him looking up at me from my chest like that…but a good odd.

"You've really never done this before have you?" He asks seriously.

"N…no." I stammer.

He smiles and then he sits up and leans over to the bedside table. He pulls out a bottle and a condom. I can only assume the bottle is lube of some kind. He rolls to his side beside me and then says. "I want you to take me Sean."

I stare at him a moment. Did he just say what I think he said? Oh God…he wants me to fuck him. He knows I have never done this…I do want this but fuck I don't know what I am doing.

He must see the look on my face and says, "It's not THAT different than sex with a woman…just gotta go slow." He explains.

I can't manage to make any kind of sound so I just nod. Just thinking about it though has made every bit of blood in my body rush to my cock. I think for a second there might not be enough for my heart to pump anymore.

Viggo rolls onto his back beside me and I reach out and caress his chest…and then I decide I do still want to taste him. So I start planting kisses along his chest and lick him as I move down. He gasps lightly when I suck on his nipple…yeah I liked that too. I think to myself.

It's strange feeling his chest hair against my tongue but I actually like it. I slide all the way down his body to his erection, which is the first time I have seen it. I smile when I plant a kiss on his pelvic bone and watch his cock jump. I like having this kind of power over him…he has already had power over me now it's my turn. Remembering what I have always liked I take him in my hand and then lick the head lightly tasting his pre-cum and being quite surprised that I don't mind the taste at all.

"Sean….please." Viggo says in a throaty voice I have never heard before. I like that voice.

Slowly I wrap my lips around the head and then flick my tongue against him and his reaction is priceless. He bucks under me and he moans my name, which makes my own cock twitch. I slide my mouth over him more fully and begin sucking…it's a bit alien at first and I am not sure I am doing everything quite right but his reactions keep me going. He is writhing under me and moaning my name so I start moving faster and sucking harder. I try relaxing my throat and take him in as far as I can and swallow. Fuck that wasn't too easy to do with something crammed in your mouth like that, but from the loud moan it elicited from Viggo I know he enjoyed it. I begin again setting a steady pace until I can taste his pre- cum in the back of my throat.

Suddenly, Viggo curses in Danish and says, "Please stop, Sean." I decide he ignored me earlier…I am going to ignore him now. Viggo's fists are clenched twisting the bed covers and then I can feel him tense up. He's loosing control so I pull back a bit. I wasn't prepared for how hot and salty it would be but I managed to swallow it. He is shuddering under me now and I rise up to look at him. Viggo is smiling at me and I crawl up him and kiss him letting him taste himself on me.

"Take me, Sean." He whispers shakily rubbing his hand on my cock. I shiver and then sit up on my knees between his legs. I am still unsure of what I am doing but I can do this. I want to do this and I realize I have wanted to do this for a very long time, but not with just anyone, just Viggo.

I open the bottle and slick my fingers and begin rubbing them against Viggo's cleft. God I haven't felt this nervous since I was a teenager. Slowly I begin to slide one finger inside Viggo…God he's so tight…I can't imagine how the hell I could get my cock in there but I know people do this all the time. He's done this before, but that doesn't make me feel any less nervous. I pull back and slide another finger in, and then I remember something I read once and curl my fingers slightly and feel it. Yep that's it I think as Viggo pushes back against me and moans loudly. Yep definitely found it. I try a third finger and Viggo is moaning even louder now each time I brush that spot.

"Sean….I want you inside me." He says softly between strangled breaths.

I remove my fingers and Viggo gasps. I roll on the condom as fast as I can and then slick up a bit messily…oh well probably too much is a good thing in a case like this.

I position myself and begin slowly pushing inside of him. I can see his eyes widen slightly and he is clenching his jaw. I try to go slower…I don't want to hurt him but then he suddenly wraps his legs around me and pulls me into him quickly. Letting out a loud groan. Good God it's tight…I have never felt anything like this before and it's taking all my willpower not to just loose it right now. I think back to his earlier words…it's definitely NOT like being with a woman!

Now I am buried to the hilt in him and taking shallow breaths trying to get my body under control. Viggo's eyes are glittering and darker than I have ever seen them.

"Move, please." Viggo says softly and so I begin thrusting into him slowly at first but he coaxes me to go faster. I begin setting a rhythm and I change the angle slightly trying to hit that spot again. I manage to and know it because Viggo's eyes go wide and his head tips back into the mattress as he shudders and moans my name loudly. That drives me over the edge and I begin pounding into him faster and faster. Viggo reaches down and begins stroking himself in time with my movements then he arches and literally screams as hot sticky sperm splashes against both our stomachs and chests. I keep going feeling his muscles contract around me until I feel that familiar tightness and with a shuddering howl I find my release inside Viggo's tight warmth. God I have never felt anything like that in all my life. I collapse on Viggo and know I am probably smothering him but I need to catch my breath before I can move off him.

I finally gain enough composure to do just that and manage to toss the condom in the waste bin by the bed. Viggo pulls me close and kisses me softly. He gets up and grabs a towel out of the bathroom and cleans us both up. I laugh a little when his fingers rub down my sides.

He smiles. "Ticklish there?"

"Yes." I say still smiling and then he kisses me again. I can loose myself in his kisses. I still am not sure what's happened here tonight but I am too tired to think about it anymore. He turns off the light and we curl up in bed together. The last thing I remember is him tenderly caressing my arm.

Sometime in the night I wake up to Viggo licking my neck.

"Mmm." I murmur.

"Want me to stop?" He asks.

The moon is full and shining light into the room, I can see him smiling at me.

"No." I say softly and pull him back toward me for a long kiss. "Your turn." I say softly.

"What?" He asks pulling back to try and look at me in the moonlit room.

"Your turn to take me." I say before I can loose my nerve.

"Are you sure?" He asks rising up on one elbow looking at me.

"Yes." I say softly. "Just….just take it slow."

He nods and then leans over licking and lightly biting my neck. God that feels so good that I can't help a little moan that escapes. I can feel him smiling against my skin. When he slides between my legs I tense up just a little bit and will myself to relax. I want to do this, to feel this, I want him inside me and I want to do this for him. He brought me so much pleasure, so much I never knew I wanted and now I want to give something back to him.

When his first slick finger presses against me I automatically tighten up and he repeats his words that started this whole thing. "Relax, Sean."

I obey and soon I feel his finger slide inside me…it aches a bit but feels good too. Then a second finger joins the first and he scissors his fingers and curls them. When he hit's that spot I feel like I am going to come out of my skin. Christ that felt good.

After a bit I am nearly ready to beg him to fuck me but he must have read my mind because he withdraws his fingers. I actually fucking whimper. Then I feel his hardness pressing against me and he begins to slide slowly inside. Fuck this hurts…more than I thought it would. I dig my fists into the covers and try not to tense up knowing it's going to hurt more if I do that. Viggo goes slow though…the whole time whispering softly to me in Danish I think.

Finally he is inside me and we are both taking deep breaths and once the burning pain subsides I want him to move.

"Ok Vig…please." I say softly and I can see him smile in the moonlight. He begins moving slowly and I moan softly. Oh this feels so strange but so good at the same time. The pain has almost completely disappeared and then he slowly changes angle and he hits that spot again. I impale myself further on him pushing back…oh that's sooo good. He begins picking up speed and I am pushing back to him like he did me. I never dreamed that this would feel so good. He leans down and kisses me stifling the noises I hadn't even realized I was making. Finally he grazes that spot again and I can't take any more…I reach down and begin stroking myself but Viggo brushes my hand away and does it himself. He strokes me in time with his thrusts and I am digging my nails into the covers. "Oh God, Vig!" I hear myself yelling as my entire world goes spinning out of control and I am coming.

A few seconds later I feel Viggo release inside of me, and the sensation is incredible. He collapses on top of me much the same way I did him and we lay there trying to catch our breath before moving apart. Viggo grabs the discarded towel from earlier and tries to clean us up. Then he collapses back beside me on the bed and we curl around each other. He whispers something in Danish again and we go to sleep for the second time tonight.

My last thoughts are that I still don't know what this means…tomorrow will we just be friends again or has something changed forever between us now? Will we be able to look at each other the same way again? My world has definitely changed…but I am not sure if I understand it yet.

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