Title: No Turning Back
Author: Sairalinde
Type: SLASH Fan Fic
Pairing: Viggo/Sean B.
Rating: Explicit Sex
WARNING: Language
Beta: Glorfindel
Disclaimer: This never happened…this is total fiction…Viggo, Sean, and Orlando are all real people but I make no claims on them. This was written in fun that's all. None of it is real.
Feedback: Yes please send to sairalinde@hornofgondor.com
Archiving: Yes but ask first please.
Summary/Notes: Sean has a dilemma…Viggo helps him through it.

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[Chapter 1] [Chapter 2] [Chapter 3] [Chapter 4] [Chapter 5] [Chapter 6] [Chapter 7 ]

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Chapter 5

The next morning I wake up cold...Viggo's not in bed and then I realize the shower is running. I get up and slip into the steamy shower with him. He turns and smiles at me and I say, "Water conservation." He laughs but I cut off his laughter with a kiss. Once we break the kiss Viggo is smiling at me.

"Love your environmentalist tendencies." Viggo says as I begin to laugh.

I have never been with anyone who makes me laugh so easily or makes me feel so comfortable. I have been married three times and never have I felt this connected to someone else. Now that Viggo is rubbing up against me, slick wet skin against my own slick wet skin other thoughts fade away. Now all I am focused on is how this feels…and how I can make him feel the same way. I realize then I am in love with him.

We kiss deeply as the water bounces and slides over our skin. We stop kissing and I say, "We're never going to get clean at this rate."

He laughs and says, "Then hand me the soap." I do and we take turns washing each other's chests and arms then move lower to wash the really fun bits. Then I say, "Can you get my back for me?"

"Mmm sure." Viggo says softly.

I turn and he washes my back and down further across my arse and down my thighs. He's quite thorough in his ministrations. I am sure he is as hard now as I am and it's driving me nuts that he isn't doing more than just washing me. "Your turn." I say turning toward him. He presents his back and I do the same to him but as I stand back up from washing his calves I kiss my way back up. He seems to really be enjoying that. Know I would enjoy it. Then he says, "Sean, I am dying here."

I smile against his skin and bite him lightly on his shoulder and soothe it again with my tongue. He places his hands on the opposite wall presenting his backside to me. I reach over and grab the bath oil he keeps in the shower and rub it on myself and then pour it on his bum massaging and then sliding a finger inside him slowly the combination of the water and the oil making it very easy to do so. Will I ever get used to that tight heat? I hope not. I begin moving my finger and then pull back and add another. I brush his prostate and he moans loudly. I love when I do that to him. Finally I pull my fingers out and he whimpers and I know it's an unconscious move on his part but his leans back toward me. I rub my hand across his lower back and then position myself and slowly begin to enter him. Ever since we decided not to bother with condoms anymore based on both of our histories, this has been so much more intense.

Once I am sheathed inside of him he pushes back against me, "More." He says in a moan as I begin thrusting inside of him. Between the hot water hitting my back and his tight heat wrapped around me I am not going to last long. I begin thrusting faster and faster and then reach around him and begin stroking him in time with my thrusts. Both of us are moaning and trying to be quiet because Orli could be in the next room but we aren't doing a great job of keeping our voices down. Finally I feel Viggo tense around me and feel his cock jump in my hand as his seed spills over my hand. His muscles clenching around mine causes me to spill inside him shuddering and barely able to catch my breath. I kiss his shoulders and back and can feel him shaking under me.

The water is starting to run cold or our skin is just so hot it feels cold so we decide to finish up quickly and get out of the shower before our teeth start chattering.

After our glorious shower and shag or was that shag and shower...Viggo and I get dressed and go out to the living room.

No sign of Orli...well maybe he stayed the night with the hobbits or he's still asleep? Viggo goes to the door of the guestroom and sure enough Orli is passed out across the bed still fully dressed. Viggo closes the door softly and we go to the kitchen.

Vig set the kettle on the stove and says, "Well guess we won't talk to him right away."

I laugh. "I doubt he will feel much like talking anytime soon."

After breakfast I leave to go back over to my place to check my messages. Once we finally come out about us I won't have to do that anymore. Viggo and I discussed that his place is bigger...we should just move in together...after my divorce is final that is. Hopefully that will be very soon, Abbey and I are not fighting each other over much and the fact she wants me in Evie's life is all I really care about anyway. I can buy another fucking house and car. Evie is why Viggo is being so careful though; he doesn't want our being together to jeopardize my having joint custody.

I finally manage to get things taken care of at my place and grab an overnight bag to go back to Viggo's. When I arrive Orli let's me in.

"Vig ran to the store to pick up some things for dinner...said he was cooking something special." Orli tells me as I toss my overnight bag on the floor.

"So are you feeling ok now?" I ask wondering if I was ever as young and full of life as he is.

Night after night he and hobbits go out and party to all hours and then get up at the crack of dawn and film all day. It's crazy…but I suppose I used to do it too when I was twenty-three. Not that I remember much of it. The only nights Viggo and I go out are when we have the next day off. The others tease us we are old men, but really we would rather spend our other nights in with each other when no one else is around.

"Better than I had been earlier...hell of a hang over...woke up feeling like I slept with Elijah's socks in my mouth and a kettle drum on my head." Orli laughs.

I laugh too. "You know Sean you have a gorgeous smile." Orli says softly.

I think I just blushed. "What?" I ask quite confused.

"You have a gorgeous smile...though I am sure other people have told you that before." Orli says looking away from me.

"Uh...I suppose...um thanks?" Hell I have no clue what to say.

Then Orli all but slinks over to me, he's hovering over me as it sit in Viggo's favorite chair.

"Orli?" I ask and then he captures my lips. FUCK! I push him back and he sits down with a loud thump on the coffee table.

"What the fuck was that Orlando!?" I nearly yell at the poor kid but hell that was totally unexpected. His brown eyes are wide and his face is red.

"I'm sorry...I just...shit, I fucked that up didn't I?" I just stare at him unsure what to think.

"You don't like me at all do you Sean? You aren't even bi or gay are you?" He asks sadly.

"Fuck. Orli I do like you...just not in that way...it's just I am...I am in love with someone else." I say the last part very confidently.

"Oh." He says softly. "Who's the lucky girl?"

"I never said it was a girl, Orli." I answer softly hoping the kid catches on.

"What?" He says then his big brown eyes go really wide and he says breathlessly, "It's Viggo."

I smile. "Yes." Feels so good to admit that to someone!

"Fuck...fuck...fuck...I owe Elijah fifty bucks now." Orli says getting up and flopping back down on the couch.

"Excuse me?" Did he just say he owes Elijah fifty bucks?

"Elijah bet me that you and Viggo had a thing. I swore up and down the two of you were just friends...and of course I guess it was because I fancied you that I thought that. Guess it was wishful thinking on my part or something." Orli says rubbing his hand through his Mohawk.

"Is there anyone else that thinks this?" I ask.

"No...well Ian I think but that's about it. Everyone else says you and Viggo are both straight as arrows...guess I know differently now." Orli says smiling.

"Yeah...and about that...let's keep this a secret ok? Vig and I plan to tell everyone but not yet...not until my divorce is final." I explain.

"Oh yeah, your divorce...guess something like this would really screw that up no wonder you guys have kept it a secret...by the way how long have you and Viggo been together?" Orli asks curling his feet under him on the couch.

"Just over six weeks now." I say sitting back in Viggo's chair. God this chair is comfortable no wonder he loves the damn thing so much. Gona have to make it a point to try and steal it from him some night. Should garner some fun punishment for me. Viggo would never admit it but he does have a bit of a kinky dominant streak sometimes.

"So that morning when I walked into the trailer and you nearly busted your arse...was something going on?" Orli asks waggling his eyebrows at me in a way that makes me burst with laughter.

After I finish laughing I say, "Yeah actually you interrupted a damn fine bit of snogging." Orli laughs and then smiles at me.

"Well I am happy for you then Sean...really.

"You're ok then...we're ok then?" I ask.

I don't want to loose Orlando as a friend.

"Sure...I can still fancy you though can't I? Now I just know better than to touch...Viggo could break me in half ya know?" Orli says grinning. "So I had no idea you fancied men, Sean. Of course I hoped it but I figured you were going to toss me out earlier not tell me you were in love with Viggo. I mean both you and Viggo have been married. You guys bi or something?" He asks.

"Uh Viggo is, bi that is." I explain. "I on the other hand had never...not before Viggo."

"You are kidding right?" Orli asks surprised.

"No...I thought I was going crazy at first. Seriously, I kept obsessing over Viggo and couldn't figure out why. Thought I was going through some kind of bizarre mid life crisis or something. Ian kept telling me I was infatuated with Viggo and I kept calling him crazy. In the back of my mind I knew what I wanted but I was so afraid. I had thought about having sex with other men a few times in my life but never went through with it. So I guess you can say I was never completely straight, but never acted on it. Then that night six weeks ago I came over to rehearse with Viggo and he kept telling me to relax because I was so tense. Then he kissed me. My entire world changed with that one kiss." I explained.

Orli was leaning on his hand with his elbow on the arm of the couch listening to me. He smiled when I said the last two sentences.

"That's great, Sean. Wow...one kiss changed your world? That's most romantic." He says grinning foolishly.

I can't help but laugh. "Well might not have if we had stopped at a kiss." I say winking. God I sound like some teenage girl telling her girlfriend about her boyfriend or something. Orli is gaping at me now.

"So you guys had sex that night? Did you even discuss all that mess about being obsessed with Viggo and your thinking you were loosing your mind and all that with him?" Orlando really is a smart little bugger.

"Not that night...I think we were both too terrified to say much that night...we had dinner at my place the next night and talked until dawn about it." I say brushing a bit of fuzz off the arm of the chair.

"So when do you guys plan to 'come out' to the rest of the cast?" Orli asks.

"Probably the very fucking day my divorce is final…it's going to kill us to wait any longer I think. We have to be so careful not to touch each other in more than a friendly way you know. It's especially hard when you youngsters are hanging all over each other." I say smiling at him.

Orli just laughs. "Well you two have my support…you really are perfect together. Viggo is so intense sometimes, so focused and you always seem to be able to make him laugh no matter what. I don't know why I didn't notice it before…but as I said I was a little blinded. I can't say I am not jealous of Viggo…but I think the world of him…so if I can't have you then I am damn glad he does." Orli says in a very serious tone I don't hear from him often.

"Thanks." I say softly not able to put into words how grateful I am for his support. It feels like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders now that I have talked to someone else, especially someone as accepting as Orli. Don't know that everyone will be that accepting, but it feels good knowing some people will be.

When Viggo arrives Orli and I help him put the groceries away. Both Orli and I are trying to determine just what he plans to make for dinner…as we start tossing ideas out Viggo threatens to run us both out of the kitchen.

"I can't even think with you two in here!" Viggo says laughing.

I smile at him and walk over and kiss him of the cheek. He looks at me a bit stunned and then looks over at Orli. Orli just smiles.

"It's ok Vig…he told me. No one will hear about this from me." Orli says still smiling. "Just do me a favor and keep the moaning down when I am trying to sleep ok?"

That statement earns him a dish towel right in the face from Viggo. As I walk back out to the living room to rummage around for the remote for the TV, which Viggo never uses, I discover I can't find it anywhere. I head back to the kitchen to ask Viggo where it is, but before I enter I hear Orli say to Viggo. "If you ever hurt him you realize I am going to have to kill you right?"

I stand there barely breathing and listen for Viggo's reply. "I don't think that will be necessary, Orlando. I never plan on hurting him, besides I am far too afraid it might be the other way around."

I am stunned to hear that and so I stand and listen more. Viggo thinks I will hurt him?

"What do you mean?" Orli asks.

"Well I have done this before…I have been with men and women in my life Orli, but Sean has never had a relationship with a man. I am far more afraid of him getting tired of me or deciding that this is wrong, or feeling that he is betraying his family, his daughters by being with me. I could give a rat's ass what other people think of me, and while I care about my career something like this accidentally becoming public doesn't worry me at all. I fear that on the other hand it might bother Sean a lot." Viggo says sadly.

I want to tell him I don't care either, but that would be a lie. I do care…but I don't think it would cause me to hurt him. Ever.

I stand there a few seconds longer and Orli says, "I think you are wrong Viggo…I really do. Sean cares about you, and yes this is a whole new thing to him…he told me as much, but I think you are good for him. When he told me you two had been together for around six weeks I think I can pick the exact day out in my memory. Sean has been happier than I have ever known him to be the last several weeks…trust me Vig he will never be ashamed of you or anything like that. Sure you both should keep this relationship out of the public eye, fuck them, it's none of their business anyway, but if it does slip out that's everyone else's problem not yours. "

"Christ Orli when did you get so mature?" Viggo asks.

"Always was when I needed to be." Orli answers and I can hear the smile in his voice.

I stand there for a few moments longer hoping that I can come into the kitchen and not seem like I had been eavesdropping. Then I back away from the doorway a bit more and walk forward into the kitchen and call out. "Christ Viggo did you eat the fucking remote?"

Viggo and Orli both laugh as I enter the kitchen. "Can't you just walk over to the TV and turn it on?" Viggo asks.

"Hell no." I say indignantly. "I don't even know how anymore, besides even Fred Flintstone had a remote!"

He laughs more and says, "I think it's laying on the shelf above the stereo."

"Why would you put it there?" I say just to mess with him and a little curious to see what his answer will be.

"Because since I never use the thing I figured it was safer there…I wouldn't loose it. You know how I am about misplacing things." Viggo says setting a pan on the stovetop.

"Hmmm." I grumble just to get a reaction out of him.

All he does is laugh, which makes me smile. I love his laugh.

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